Jaysie.

(Austin Shrine Circus at the Cedar Park Center 1-16-2011)

This past Sunday, I went to the circus with Josh. It was my first time at a circus and it was such a blast that I want to go again next year. It made me realize on how much I could be missing out on. There is still so much that I haven’t done yet. Something as simple as going to a zoo, go to a museum, or sky diving. I’m just joking about the sky diving part… I’m too much of a chicken to do that, but seriously. Going to a zoo should be something I should have done as a child. So I should start another list of all the things I’d like to accomplish in 2011. So next blog because it’s 12:53 AM and I have to work tomorrow…Blaaah. Goodnight world.

I’d like to take this time to type about a dream I had last night….

I was born with a microchip in the back of my mouth and this very tiny microchip contained the power of humanity. How it got there? I can only imagine. This very fact was to remain a secret. I had the ability to put thoughts into people’s minds and I was trained in all styles of combat to properly defend myself and the microchip in case, one day, the secret would leak out onto the streets but until that day, I was to live a normal life. A few dream years later, the secret blasted on a Youtube video. All my information was given out and suddenly, I couldn’t live a normal life anymore….. 

Find out what happens on the next blog!

Happy 1-11-11 everyone! Well, the rest of it anyway.

(Josh, my boyfriend, playing XBox on Christmas Eve)

Christmas of ‘10 was the best Christmas I’ve had since I was a child. I frown upon the fact that I did not spend it with my own family but with my boyfriend’s. I had an amazing time with them, playing ‘White Elephant’ and exchanging simple gifts. Best of all, there was no talk about how I’m doing in school or how much weight I should lose. The fact of the matter is, is that I don’t even have a plan to go back to school any time soon because like half the world, I still have no idea. And as for losing weight, I want be in a room surrounded by people who see me as me and not for who I could be. I don’t want to be in a room pretending not to hear a group of my aunts talking in the other room about how much weight I need to lose or how much prettier I would be if I did so. I’ve grown very tired of being put down by the people I call my  family, so being around someone else’s is just a breath of fresh air. I will never forget Christmas of 2010. 

(A screenshot of the last minute of 2010)

I don’t even remember how I spent New Year’s last year… That’s very unfortunate, I probably fell asleep…. I wouldn’t doubt it, but next year, I will definitely remember this year’s. Roman candle fights and my first New Year’s kiss. That pretty much sums up my New Year’s. 

This year of 2011 will be best year! 

GOALS FOR 2011:

1. Keep my relationship strong
2. Get an apartment with Josh
3. Lose weight (For myself and no one else)
4. Figure out what I’m doing with my life
5. Post blogs more often
6. Go to a zoo
7. Ride the Titan at Six Flags
8. Grow my hair…on my head
9. Go to the Riverwalk
10. Have a KICKASS year

Fin.