Jaysie.

Jan 11

“Raise your glass if you’re wrong in all the right ways.”

(Josh, my boyfriend, playing XBox on Christmas Eve)

Christmas of ‘10 was the best Christmas I’ve had since I was a child. I frown upon the fact that I did not spend it with my own family but with my boyfriend’s. I had an amazing time with them, playing ‘White Elephant’ and exchanging simple gifts. Best of all, there was no talk about how I’m doing in school or how much weight I should lose. The fact of the matter is, is that I don’t even have a plan to go back to school any time soon because like half the world, I still have no idea. And as for losing weight, I want be in a room surrounded by people who see me as me and not for who I could be. I don’t want to be in a room pretending not to hear a group of my aunts talking in the other room about how much weight I need to lose or how much prettier I would be if I did so. I’ve grown very tired of being put down by the people I call my  family, so being around someone else’s is just a breath of fresh air. I will never forget Christmas of 2010. 

(A screenshot of the last minute of 2010)

I don’t even remember how I spent New Year’s last year… That’s very unfortunate, I probably fell asleep…. I wouldn’t doubt it, but next year, I will definitely remember this year’s. Roman candle fights and my first New Year’s kiss. That pretty much sums up my New Year’s. 

This year of 2011 will be best year! 

GOALS FOR 2011:

  1. Keep my relationship strong
  2. Get an apartment with Josh
  3. Lose weight (For myself and no one else)
  4. Figure out what I’m doing with my life
  5. Post blogs more often
  6. Go to a zoo
  7. Ride the Titan at Six Flags
  8. Grow my hair…on my head
  9. Go to the Riverwalk
  10. Have a KICKASS year

Fin.